This crazy thing life.
My views have changed so drastically on life in the last year. Since I moved to San Diego I’ve grown and connected to god in my own way. I’ve grown as an individual. Sure I still let rage grab ahold of me and I shoot back to quick, and I haven’t been completely honest with some people I love, and yeah I’m still falling for guys that promise me the world and fail to commit. I am human, I make mistakes. It’s really late and my mind still spins but not the way it use to. A friend said to me the other day, “the more you know who you are, and what you want, the less things will upset you” and I believe that. I feel that the more I grow the better I see what’s in front of me and what’s worth picking up or leaving behind. I do not regret the mistakes that I have made because I have learned from them. If you see me around please do not assume that I am who I was last time we crossed paths and I will do the same we constantly change and I accept that.
“I’m gay,”
“gay? Like gay gay? or like bi gay? or like only when I’m drunk gay? or like only my best friend when I’m drunk gay? Or I fucking love everyone I’m rolling balls gay”
“like you are a fucking moron.
Im just gay.”
Real conversations with real idiots
This is such fucking bullshit I’m almost 20 years old and you treat me just like you did when I was 11 seriously? Either grow a pair or shut the fuck up. I am completely unappreciated when I do thing for you it’s like I’ve owed you the whole time oh sorry I didn’t txt you back in 2.5 seconds shut the fuck up. You shouldn’t go be out late while your in college then stop paying for my classes I don’t wanna be there anyways oh my grades are shit hum that might be because I don’t give a flying fuck cause what good is being a millionaire when you have no life to show for I’m sorry I don’t wanna be 40 sitting at home on Facebook ringing my hands waiting and blowing up my kids phone while watching reruns of csi. No. I want to be out having a good time with people because like I’ve said for the last 20 years I don’t ever want to be anything like either of you.
If I end it all right now in an instant would anyone feel any different I haven’t left the mark I want to leave no I never made a difference an what if I forget to ask god for forgiveness if the gates need a key to be opened up in heaven but the devil leaves his unlocked with his fingers in direction pointed at you in your face with mirrored eyes showing reflection of yourself and all the hell in your completion then how are we protected? Sex drugs and rock n roll is all I want to know but I can’t control the metronome inside my soul the monster looking through my window got the best of me life is always testing me this will be the death of me.
Ew you deserve her. You fucking idiot I hope you regret that for the rest of your miserable life.
Most nights I go to bed and wish I don’t wake up.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu you fucking fuck face douche bag idiot ass hole piece of shit cum guzzling gutter slut player ass wanna be two timing fuck you lead me on wait till I fall and walk away like no big deal why the fuck does everyone treat me like such shit why am I not worth it to you why am I not worth it to anyone welcome to my life tumblr see what happens to me every time and giggle to yourself fuck this. I’m done. FTW.
Getting my AA this semester then Starting cosmetology in the summer
That awkward moment when you best friend an her boyfriend get all cute and cuddly and your on the other couch with a dog #whitegirlproblems
Dub project activated
#Gymratbeats
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